:root{ --medium-accent: 0, 0, 0, 0; --gray-monochrome: 0, 0, 0; } #header{ display:none; } div#skrollr-body{ background:none; } .yui-navset .yui-nav .selected, .yui-navset .yui-navset-top .yui-nav .selected a{ background-color: rgb(0,0,0)!important; } :root { --body-font: 'STIX Two Math', 'Noto Serif SC', serif; --header-font: 'Rufina', 'Noto Serif SC', serif; --title-font: 'Rufina', 'Noto Serif SC', serif; --mono-font: 'Overpass Mono', monospace; } .indent p { font-size: 1.35em; font-weight: 450; text-indent: 2em; letter-spacing: 0.1em; line-height: 1.8em; } .noindent p { text-indent: 0; } .indentnosize p { font-size: 1.35em; font-weight: 450; text-indent: 2em; letter-spacing: 0.1em; line-height: 1.8em; } .indent::first-line { text-indent: 0em; font-weight: bold; font-size: 1.55em; line-height: 2.8em; letter-spacing: 0.3em; } #skrollr-body { background: none; } #container{ background:none; } #edit-button { position: fixed; right: 0%; top: 0.35em; z-index: 9999; font-size: 1.3em; font-weight: bold; margin: 0.1em; opacity: 0.5 !important; } #discuss-button { position: fixed; right: 0%; top: 2.35em; z-index: 9999; font-size: 1.3em; font-weight: bold; margin: 0.1em; opacity: 0.5 !important; } #discuss-button::hover { opacity: 1; } #edit-button::hover { opacity: 1; } #edit-button:after { content: "——"; } #edit-button:before { content: "——"; } #discuss-button:after { content: "—"; } #discuss-button:before { content: "—"; } #page-options-container .btn{ opacity: 0; border: 2px solid #000; transition: opacity 0.3s ease-in-out; } #page-options-container .btn:hover { opacity: 1; } #page-title { padding-bottom: 0.1rem; border-bottom: rgb(var(--gray-monochrome)) solid 0.2rem; margin-bottom: 0.5rem; text-align: center; }
/* BHL Style Search Top Box And User Account */ /* By Mercuresphere */ /* Based on BHL Theme */ :root, :root:lang(cn) { --merc-light-color: var(--swatch-menutxt-light-color); --merc-dark-color: var(--swatch-menubg-dark-color); --user-account-mask: url("https://fastly.jsdelivr.net/gh/Crimone/crimson-anemone@main/files/user-circle.svg"); --search-top-box-mask: url("https://fastly.jsdelivr.net/gh/Crimone/crimson-anemone@main/files/search-top-box-mask.svg"); } /* ===用户和搜索栏=== */ @media only screen and (max-width: 768px) { #login-status { right: unset; font-size: unset; } #navi-bar, #navi-bar-shadow, #search-top-box-input { display: unset; } #search-top-box-input { min-width: unset; } #search-top-box { top: unset; right: unset; height: unset; } #search-top-box:focus-within { box-shadow: unset; background: unset; padding: unset; } #search-top-box:not(:focus-within):before { -webkit-mask-size: calc(calc(0.9375rem * 1.8) / 2) calc(calc(0.9375rem * 1.8) / 2); -webkit-mask-position: center center; -webkit-mask-repeat: no-repeat; -webkit-mask-image: var(--search-top-box-mask); z-index: 14; background-color: rgb(var(--merc-light-color)); color: rgb(var(--merc-dark-color)); text-align: center; cursor: pointer; mask-image: var(--search-top-box-mask); mask-position: center center; mask-repeat: no-repeat; mask-size: calc(calc(0.9375rem * 1.8) / 2) calc(calc(0.9375rem * 1.8) / 2); pointer-events: none; position: absolute; top: 0; right: 0; width: calc(0.9375rem * 1.8); height: 100%; content: " "; } #search-top-box form[id=search-top-box-form] { visibility: unset; height: unset; } #search-top-box form[id=search-top-box-form]:focus-within { visibility: unset; } #search-top-box form[id=search-top-box-form] input { -webkit-appearance: unset; -moz-appearance: unset; position: unset; top: unset; transform: unset; appearance: unset; height: unset; } #search-top-box form[id=search-top-box-form] input[type=text] { visibility: unset; transition: box-shadow .2s cubic-bezier(.4, 0, .2, 1), font-variation-settings .2s cubic-bezier(.4, 0, .2, 1), font-weight .2s cubic-bezier(.4, 0, .2, 1), background-color .15s cubic-bezier(.4, 0, .2, 1), color .15s cubic-bezier(.4, 0, .2, 1), right .2s cubic-bezier(.4, 0, .2, 1), width .6s cubic-bezier(.4, 0, .2, 1), padding .6s cubic-bezier(.4, 0, .2, 1), max-width .6s cubic-bezier(.4, 0, .2, 1); } #search-top-box form[id=search-top-box-form]:not(:focus-within) input[type=text] { position: unset; right: unset; transform: unset; cursor: unset; border-width: unset; width: unset; height: unset; color: unset; } #search-top-box form[id=search-top-box-form]:not(:focus-within) input[type=text]:hover { background-color: unset; } #search-top-box form[id=search-top-box-form] input[type=submit] { background: none; transition: unset; } #search-top-box form[id=search-top-box-form]:not(:focus-within) input[type=submit] { opacity: unset; margin: unset; padding: unset; width: unset; } #header h1 a { z-index: unset; } } @media only screen and (max-width: 56.25rem) { #search-top-box form[id="search-top-box-form"]:not(:focus-within) input[type="text"] { background-color: rgba(0, 0, 0, 0); } } @media (min-width: 36rem) { #login-status { flex-grow: unset; left: unset; right: unset; } #login-status:not(:hover):not(:focus-within) { visibility: hidden; } #login-status::before { visibility: visible; } } #search-top-box-input { min-width: unset; display: inline-block; } #search-top-box-form input[type=submit], #search-top-box-form input[type=submit]:focus, #search-top-box-form input[type=submit]:hover { color: transparent; } #search-top-box-form input[type=submit]:focus, #search-top-box-form input[type=submit]:hover { border: none; text-shadow: none; } #search-top-box-form input[type=submit], #search-top-box-input:focus, #search-top-box-input:hover { border: none; } #search-top-box { display: flex; z-index: 12; position: absolute; top: 1.5em; right: calc(3% - .25em); align-items: center; justify-content: center; width: auto; height: calc(0.9375rem * 1.8); transform: translateY(-50%); font-size: calc(0.9375rem * .86667); } #search-top-box, #search-top-box * { box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0; padding: 0; border: none; transition: box-shadow .2s cubic-bezier(.4, 0, .2, 1), font-variation-settings .2s cubic-bezier(.4, 0, .2, 1), font-weight .2s cubic-bezier(.4, 0, .2, 1), background-color .15s cubic-bezier(.4, 0, .2, 1), color .15s cubic-bezier(.4, 0, .2, 1), right .2s cubic-bezier(.4, 0, .2, 1), width .6s cubic-bezier(.4, 0, .2, 1), padding .6s cubic-bezier(.4, 0, .2, 1), max-width .6s cubic-bezier(.4, 0, .2, 1); will-change: box-shadow, font-variation-settings, font-weight, background-color, color, right, width, padding, max-width; } #search-top-box:focus-within, #search-top-box:focus-within *, #search-top-box:focus-within :after, #search-top-box:focus-within :before { margin: 0; padding: 0; transition: box-shadow .2s cubic-bezier(.4, 0, .2, 1), font-variation-settings .2s cubic-bezier(.4, 0, .2, 1), font-weight .2s cubic-bezier(.4, 0, .2, 1), background-color .15s cubic-bezier(.4, 0, .2, 1), color .15s cubic-bezier(.4, 0, .2, 1), right .2s cubic-bezier(.4, 0, .2, 1), width .3s cubic-bezier(.4, 0, .2, 1), padding .3s cubic-bezier(.4, 0, .2, 1), max-width .3s cubic-bezier(.4, 0, .2, 1); will-change: box-shadow, font-variation-settings, font-weight, background-color, color, right, width, padding, max-width; } #search-top-box:focus-within { background: rgba(var(--merc-dark-color), .7); box-shadow: calc(calc(0.9375rem * 1.8) / 2 * -1) 0 calc(calc(0.9375rem * 1.8) / 2) rgba(var(--merc-dark-color)); } #search-top-box:after, #search-top-box:before { position: absolute; top: 0; right: 0; width: calc(0.9375rem * 1.8); height: 100%; content: " "; } #search-top-box:before { -webkit-mask-size: calc(calc(0.9375rem * 1.8) / 2) calc(calc(0.9375rem * 1.8) / 2); -webkit-mask-position: center center; -webkit-mask-repeat: no-repeat; -webkit-mask-image: var(--search-top-box-mask); z-index: 14; background-color: rgb(var(--merc-light-color)); color: rgb(var(--merc-dark-color)); text-align: center; cursor: pointer; mask-image: var(--search-top-box-mask); mask-position: center center; mask-repeat: no-repeat; mask-size: calc(calc(0.9375rem * 1.8) / 2) calc(calc(0.9375rem * 1.8) / 2); pointer-events: none; } #search-top-box:not(:focus-within):hover:before { background-color: rgb(var(--merc-light-color)); } #search-top-box:after { --clip-path: polygon(0 0, 100% 0, 100% 100%, 0 100%); -webkit-clip-path: var(--clip-path); z-index: 13; clip-path: var(--clip-path); pointer-events: none; background-color: transparent; } #search-top-box:not(:focus-within):after { --clip-path: polygon(100% 0, 100% 0, 100% 100%, 100% 100%); background-color: rgb(var(--merc-light-color), 0); } #search-top-box form[id=search-top-box-form] { display: flex; visibility: visible; position: relative; right: 0; max-width: 100%; height: calc(0.9375rem * 1.8); } #search-top-box form[id=search-top-box-form]:not(:focus-within) { max-width: calc(0.9375rem * 15); } #search-top-box form[id=search-top-box-form] input { -webkit-appearance: none; -moz-appearance: none; appearance: none; position: relative; top: 0; } #search-top-box form[id=search-top-box-form] input[type=text] { z-index: 13; position: absolute; right: 0; width: calc(0.9375rem * 15); max-width: calc(0.9375rem * 15); height: 100%; padding: 0 calc(0.9375rem * 1.8) 0 1em; outline: 0 solid rgb(var(--merc-light-color)); background-color: rgb(var(--merc-dark-color), .7); box-shadow: 0 0 0 .125rem rgb(var(--merc-light-color)); color: rgba(var(--merc-light-color)); } #search-top-box form[id=search-top-box-form]:not(:focus-within) input[type=text] { max-width: calc(0.9375rem * 1.8); padding: 0; outline-width: 0; background-color: rgba(var(--merc-dark-color), 0); box-shadow: 0 0 0 0 rgb(var(--merc-light-color)); color: rgba(0, 0, 0, 0); cursor: pointer; } #search-top-box form[id=search-top-box-form]:not(:focus-within) input[type=text]:hover { background-color: rgba(var(--merc-dark-color), 1); } #search-top-box form[id=search-top-box-form] input[type=submit] { visibility: visible; z-index: 14; position: absolute; right: 0; width: calc(0.9375rem * 1.8); height: calc(0.9375rem * 1.8); outline: 0 solid rgb(var(--merc-light-color)); background-color: transparent; box-shadow: 0 0 0 .125rem rgb(var(--merc-light-color)); color: t; font-size: calc(0.9375rem * .86667); cursor: pointer; pointer-events: all; } #search-top-box form[id=search-top-box-form]:not(:focus-within) input[type=submit] { box-shadow: 0 0 0 0 rgb(var(--merc-light-color)); pointer-events: none; } #login-status { --wght: var(--ui-wght); display: flex; z-index: 11; position: absolute; top: 1.5em; right: calc(3% + calc(0.9375rem * 1.8) - .25em); align-items: center; justify-content: center; height: 2em; margin: 0 0 0 .5em; transform: translateY(-50%); color: rgb(var(--merc-light-color)); font-weight: var(--wght); font-size: 1em; font-family: var(--UI-font); white-space: nowrap; transition: opacity .2s cubic-bezier(.4, 0, .2, 1); } #search-top-box:focus-within ~ #login-status { opacity: 0; } #login-status span.printuser a:first-of-type { width: 1.75em; } #login-status:not(.page-rate-widget-box):not(#search-top-box-form) > a.login-status-create-account, #login-status:not(.page-rate-widget-box):not(#search-top-box-form) > a.login-status-sign-in { margin: 0 1em; background-color: rgb(var(--pale-gray-monochrome)); color: rgb(var(--merc-dark-color)); padding: 0.1em 1em; text-decoration: none; } #login-status:not(.page-rate-widget-box):not(#search-top-box-form) > a.login-status-create-account:active, #login-status:not(.page-rate-widget-box):not(#search-top-box-form) > a.login-status-create-account:hover, #login-status:not(.page-rate-widget-box):not(#search-top-box-form) > a.login-status-sign-in:active, #login-status:not(.page-rate-widget-box):not(#search-top-box-form) > a.login-status-sign-in:hover, #login-status:not(.page-rate-widget-box):not(#search-top-box-form) > a.login-status-create-account:focus-within, #login-status:not(.page-rate-widget-box):not(#search-top-box-form) > a.login-status-sign-in:focus-within { background-color: rgba(var(--merc-light-color), 1); color: rgb(var(--merc-dark-color)); text-decoration: none; } #login-status span.printuser { --wght: var(--ui-wght); margin-right: .5em; color: rgb(var(--merc-light-color)); font-weight: var(--wght); } #login-status a#my-account, #login-status a[href*="account/messages"] { color: rgb(var(--merc-light-color)); } #login-status a#my-account { --wght: var(--ui-wght); -webkit-text-decoration: underline rgb(var(--merc-dark-color)) .125em; display: flex; align-items: center; padding: 0 .5em; background-color: initial; box-shadow: inset 0 0 0 0 rgb(var(--merc-dark-color)); font-weight: var(--wght); text-decoration: underline rgb(var(--merc-dark-color)) .125em; transition: box-shadow .2s cubic-bezier(.4, 0, .2, 1), text-decoration .2s cubic-bezier(.4, 0, .2, 1), -webkit-text-decoration .2s cubic-bezier(.4, 0, .2, 1); } #login-status a#my-account:active, #login-status a#my-account:hover { --wght: var(--ui-hvr-wght); -webkit-text-decoration: underline rgb(var(--merc-dark-color)) 0; box-shadow: inset 0 -2em 0 0 rgb(var(--merc-dark-color)); color: rgb(var(--merc-light-color)); font-weight: var(--wght); text-decoration: underline rgb(var(--merc-dark-color)) 0; } #login-status a#my-account:focus-within { --wght: var(--ui-hvr-wght); -webkit-text-decoration: underline rgb(var(--merc-dark-color)) 0; box-shadow: inset 0 -2em 0 0 rgb(var(--merc-dark-color)); color: rgb(var(--merc-light-color)); font-weight: var(--wght); text-decoration: underline rgb(var(--merc-dark-color)) 0; } #login-status #account-topbutton { --clip-path: polygon(30% 35%, 70% 35%, 50% 60%, 50% 60%); -webkit-clip-path: var(--clip-path); position: relative; width: var(--account-height); height: var(--account-height); margin: 0; padding: 0; background-color: rgb(var(--merc-light-color)); color: transparent; clip-path: var(--clip-path); transition: -webkit-clip-path .1s cubic-bezier(.4, 0, .2, 1); transition: clip-path .1s cubic-bezier(.4, 0, .2, 1), -webkit-clip-path .1s cubic-bezier(.4, 0, .2, 1); } #login-status #account-options { display: block !important; z-index: 12; position: absolute; top: 1.5rem; right: 0; width: 10em; margin: .25em 0 0; padding: 0; overflow: hidden; background-image: var(--gradient-header); background-color: rgb(var(--merc-dark-color)); opacity: 0; pointer-events: none; transition: opacity .15s cubic-bezier(.4, 0, .2, 1); } #login-status #account-options:focus-within, #login-status #account-topbutton:active + #account-options, #login-status #account-topbutton:focus + #account-options { opacity: 1; pointer-events: all; } @media (pointer: coarse) { #login-status #account-options:hover, #login-status #account-topbutton:hover + #account-options { opacity: 1; pointer-events: all; } } #login-status #account-options * { margin: 0; padding: 0; } #login-status #account-options ul { display: grid; grid-template-columns: 1fr 1fr; grid-auto-rows: 2em; flex-grow: 1; align-items: center; justify-content: center; font-size: .85em; } #login-status #account-options ul li { position: relative; } #login-status #account-options ul li, #login-status #account-options ul li a { display: flex; align-items: center; justify-content: center; width: 100%; height: 100%; } #login-status #account-options a { --box-shadow: rgba(var(--merc-dark-color)); --wght: var(--ui-wght); position: relative; flex-grow: 1; height: 100%; max-height: 2em; padding: 0 .25em; box-shadow: inset 0 0 0 .0625rem var(--merc-dark-color); font-weight: var(--wght); transition: color .15s cubic-bezier(.4, 0, .2, 1), font-weight .15s cubic-bezier(.4, 0, .2, 1), font-variation-settings .15s cubic-bezier(.4, 0, .2, 1); } #login-status #account-options li > a, #login-status #account-options li > a:visited { color: rgb(var(--merc-light-color)); } #login-status #account-options li > a:active, #login-status #account-options li > a:hover { --wght: var(--ui-hvr-wght); color: rgb(var(--merc-dark-color)); font-weight: var(--wght); text-decoration: none; } #login-status #account-options li > a:focus-within { --wght: var(--ui-hvr-wght); color: rgb(var(--merc-dark-color)); font-weight: var(--wght); text-decoration: none; } #login-status #account-options li > a[href*="/messages"] { position: absolute; top: 0; left: 0; width: 100%; height: 100%; min-height: 100%; font-size: 0; } #login-status #account-options li > a[href*="/messages"]:after { position: absolute; left: 50%; transform: translateX(-50%); content: "信息"; font-size: calc(0.9375rem * .765); pointer-events: none; } #login-status #account-options li > a:before { --clip-path: polygon(0 0, 0 0, 0 100%, 0 100%); -webkit-clip-path: var(--clip-path); z-index: -1; position: absolute; top: 0; width: 100%; height: 100%; background-color: rgb(var(--merc-light-color)); content: " "; clip-path: var(--clip-path); pointer-events: none; transition: -webkit-clip-path .2s cubic-bezier(.4, 0, .2, 1); transition: clip-path .2s cubic-bezier(.4, 0, .2, 1), -webkit-clip-path .2s cubic-bezier(.4, 0, .2, 1); } #login-status #account-options li > a:active:before, #login-status #account-options li > a:hover:before { --clip-path: polygon(-15% 0, 115% 0, 100% 100%, 0 100%); } #login-status #account-options li > a:focus-within:before { --clip-path: polygon(-15% 0, 115% 0, 100% 100%, 0 100%); } /* ===默认收起用户信息栏和搜索栏=== */ #search-top-box { top: 23px; right: calc(3%); } #login-status { -webkit-user-select: none; -moz-user-select: none; -ms-user-select: none; top: 24px; right: calc(3% + calc(0.9375rem * 1.8) + .25em); color: transparent; pointer-events: none; transition: color .2s cubic-bezier(.4, 0, .2, 1); user-select: none; } @media only screen and (min-width: 980px) { #search-top-box { right: calc(3% + (-100vw + var(--header-width-on-desktop, 61.25rem)) / 2); } #login-status { right: calc(3% + calc(0.9375rem * 1.8) + .25em + (-100vw + var(--header-width-on-desktop, 61.25rem)) / 2); } } #login-status:active, #login-status:hover { -webkit-user-select: initial; -moz-user-select: initial; -ms-user-select: initial; color: rgb(var(--merc-light-color)); pointer-events: all; user-select: auto; } #login-status:focus-within { -webkit-user-select: initial; -moz-user-select: initial; -ms-user-select: initial; color: rgb(var(--merc-light-color)); pointer-events: all; user-select: auto; } #login-status:active #account-options, #login-status:hover #account-options { pointer-events: all; } #login-status:focus-within #account-options { pointer-events: all; } #login-status > :not(#account-topbutton):not([href*="account/messages"]) { --clip-path: polygon(100% 0, 100% 0, 100% 100%, 100% 100%); -webkit-clip-path: var(--clip-path); clip-path: var(--clip-path); opacity: 0; transition: box-shadow .2s cubic-bezier(.4, 0, .2, 1), text-decoration .2s cubic-bezier(.4, 0, .2, 1), color .2s cubic-bezier(.4, 0, .2, 1), clip-path .2s cubic-bezier(.4, 0, .2, 1), opacity .2s cubic-bezier(.4, 0, .2, 1), -webkit-text-decoration .2s cubic-bezier(.4, 0, .2, 1), -webkit-clip-path .2s cubic-bezier(.4, 0, .2, 1); } #login-status:active > :not(#account-topbutton):not([href*="account/messages"]), #login-status:hover > :not(#account-topbutton):not([href*="account/messages"]) { --clip-path: polygon(0 0, 100% 0, 100% 100%, 0 100%); -webkit-clip-path: var(--clip-path); clip-path: var(--clip-path); opacity: 1; } #login-status:focus-within > :not(#account-topbutton):not([href*="account/messages"]) { --clip-path: polygon(0 0, 100% 0, 100% 100%, 0 100%); -webkit-clip-path: var(--clip-path); clip-path: var(--clip-path); opacity: 1; } #login-status #account-topbutton { margin-left: 0; background-color: initial; pointer-events: all; transition: clip-path .15s cubic-bezier(.4, 0, .2, 1), background-color .15s cubic-bezier(.4, 0, .2, 1), -webkit-clip-path .15s cubic-bezier(.4, 0, .2, 1); } #login-status:hover #account-topbutton { background-color: rgb(var(--merc-light-color)); } #login-status:before { -webkit-mask-image: var(--user-account-mask); -webkit-mask-size: calc(calc(0.9375rem * 1.8) - .5em); -webkit-mask-position: center right; -webkit-mask-repeat: no-repeat; z-index: 2; position: absolute; top: 0; left: 0; width: 100%; height: 100%; background-color: rgba(var(--merc-light-color), 1); content: ""; cursor: pointer; mask-image: var(--user-account-mask); mask-position: center right; mask-repeat: no-repeat; mask-size: calc(calc(0.9375rem * 1.8) - .5em); pointer-events: all; transition: background-color .15s cubic-bezier(.4, 0, .2, 1); } #login-status:hover:before { background-color: rgba(var(--search-icon-hover-color), 1); } #login-status:active:after, #login-status:active:before, #login-status:hover:after, #login-status:hover:before { background-color: rgba(var(--search-icon-hover-bg-color), 0); cursor: auto; pointer-events: none; } #login-status:focus-within:after, #login-status:focus-within:before { background-color: rgba(var(--search-icon-hover-bg-color), 0); cursor: auto; pointer-events: none; } #login-status #account-topbutton { --clip-path: polygon(0 0, 100% 0, 100% 100%, 0 100%); -webkit-clip-path: var(--clip-path); background-color: rgba(var(--merc-light-color), 0); clip-path: var(--clip-path); } #login-status:active #account-topbutton, #login-status:hover #account-topbutton { --clip-path: polygon(30% 35%, 70% 35%, 50% 60%, 50% 60%); -webkit-clip-path: var(--clip-path); background-color: rgb(var(--merc-light-color)); clip-path: var(--clip-path); } #login-status:focus-within #account-topbutton { --clip-path: polygon(30% 35%, 70% 35%, 50% 60%, 50% 60%); -webkit-clip-path: var(--clip-path); background-color: rgb(var(--merc-light-color)); clip-path: var(--clip-path); } #login-status #account-options { margin: 0; } #login-status a[href*="account/messages"] { color: rgb(var(--merc-light-color)); pointer-events: all; } #account-topbutton { border: none; } #account-options { border: none; }
那群蝴蝶……
1.
人们会为爱情做什么事?
鲜花、情信、誓言,婚姻。
我不在乎。我只知道他们的灵魂的腐烂令我垂涎三尺,于是我招呼同类在他们身旁拍打着斑斓的翅膀,向他们的头颅与心脏冲撞去。
他们会对着我们的鳞粉痴笑,同时眼睛向着我们闪着彩虹的翅膀反射出颜色更单薄的光线,……连我自己都险些认同他们的观点:我们正见证着他们忠贞不渝的爱。所以他们任由我们盘旋,盘旋在他们的身旁;尽管我们的翅膀已毫无遗漏地将他们的双眼拥堵住。
我不在乎他们的想法。他们的身体除却可供亵玩而外一文不值。我又不是吃肉的,我的眼睛只会盯着他们散发出臭味的腐烂灵魂。
去墓地?这种事情在几百年前就已经被淘汰了。
这也是为什么如今那些死人的灵魂还十分完好。
——不论如何,我和我的同类们能饱餐一顿了。夜晚暧昧的欲望的温床上,他们的肉体早就是一具空壳,但这空壳还在紧紧相拥着。
这决不归我管:他们总是这样。活着的年岁明明尚短,却烂得像,像,抱歉,我没法比喻。
我永恒地嘲笑他们的脏与天真。
2.
我们的族群是不会繁衍的。
我们害怕自己的心变得像我们的食物一样肮脏。但现在,我完全诚实地对你阐述一个真相:
我们的灵魂本就肮脏,但又讥笑着我们的食物的腐烂。
我曾听过一段我们族群的曲子。但有些遗憾,我只听过这一段。
“
阿——
食腐的族人们,
我们见证的不是忠贞不渝,不是海誓山盟,不是白头偕老——
阿——
食腐的族人们,
我们曾嘲笑过鲜花、情信、誓言和婚姻,
我们未曾见过爱情、婴儿、白发和共葬——
阿——
食腐的族人们,
我们无需鲜花、情信、誓言和婚姻,
那近而远的爱情啊,
只会将我等的高尚与本能,
泯灭至零点——
”
我们的族人彼此都心照不宣。哪有高尚,何为无需爱情——不过是骗了全世界的一个谎言。
我们的饥饿总不会因这小小的思考而消失。于是我们又嘲笑着灵魂的腐烂,并对其敲骨吸髓。
我永恒地嘲笑我们的脏与天真。
3.
我们被冠上了“不详”的名号。这就是我们作为腐烂的食腐者的悲哀。
我们斑斓的翅膀只是为我们的捕食起个不被驱赶的作用,毕竟他们更容易相信自己的忠贞不渝的爱骗过了全世界,而一群始终在他们身旁盘旋的漂亮事物会更令他们坚信这一点。这归咎于他们的自欺欺人。
如果他们敢于驱赶我们,一切都不会发生的。
一切归于他们的无端自信。也正是因此——我们的美丽翅膀令他们相信自己欺骗了除自己以外的一切——他们才欺骗了他们,才给了我们可乘之机。
那么,又谈何“不详”呢。
他们不驱赶我们,而甚至无法使自己的灵魂停止腐烂。
他们为了继续使自己的心腐烂下去,不像此前被我等敲骨吸髓的温床上相拥的二者一样被迫停止腐烂,曾试图抓捕我来弄清我们到底是什么。他们成功了,但又失败了。
他们没有能够杀死我。
我就这样被他们恼羞成怒地摔在地上,用沾满污垢与灰尘的鞋底反反复复碾压我。但一切都是徒劳,我——乃至我们——是不会死去的,他们只能给我们制造痛觉。
至少在他们停止腐烂之前。
我反倒有了新的发现。我的触角耷拉在地上,嗅见洁白的瓷砖地板下散发着令我心跳加快的腐臭味。
直到他们似乎累了,放过我离开后,我奋力冲向地面,随后吮吸。那比任何东西都美味。
我以食腐的,蝴蝶的身体,永恒地嘲笑他们、我们,还有这后室的腐烂。尽管他们的一些并非因爱而腐烂,也从未向谁给予鲜花、情信、誓言或爱情。

